There are things I try not to think about:

• abuse
• things said and done
• my lack of car and driving licence and how the church took both
• my lack of bank account, also gone because of the church making me homeless
• the terrible things that the church have said and done and denied
• the lack of money and lack of future
• the fact that the people who have hurt me and the people who have supported the hurters have got away with it
• Dad's death
• Anne's death - my friend who died after the diocese had driven a wedge between me and her
• what G.P. has done - G.P was a close friend of my Dad and family, and last year he was arrested on child kidnap and porn charges, and there is no doubt he did those things but I hadn't known he was that kind of guy, neither had my Dad, I think other members of the family did. (G.P. was a close family friend who was arrested while the Diocese were destroying me).
• my family
• my background
• the millions of repercussions from what the church have done to me
• how useless and ashamed and worthless I am, especially with the church labels

Thats enough for now.